.Thursday, January 22, 2009 ' 2:33 PM
another day, another story
e'yoo.another private bloggie yea?haiiss..):why?whywhywhy?..):this time,she's weally forgetting me,weally.but now,i cant.why?)':its been 6 long months.she doesnt want me to smoke,i've quitted.she doesnt want me to pon class,i've stopped.she doesnt want me to join gang,i didnt.now,she wants me to forget & hate her,i cant.i just cant.):after reading her latest post,i couldent help but just break down,instantly.maybe i've treated her too badly?maybe i didnt give her enough love?maybe i've yet alot of things to learn.but why?i've given her chances, many, many chances.how about me?why at this point,this crucial point,does she abandon me just like that?its obvious that eugene likes her.as i read her post,she keeps talking about him.i force myself to stop scrolling down but as i did,i saw this part,specially for me.its 5 lines.and they directly shot me.she doesnt want me in her life anymore.i try not to think,i try not to imagine,but the god damm truth is,i think that she,beaunice quek ang hoon,likes eugene.*tears*i want her back and i'm willing to change,alot.but i just cant read her mind.i cant.help me,please.)':-SyLaRanGG-fucked up relations.
