zeow~

she smsed me!
she msned me!
howhowhow?!? ><

ayeeee.
replyyy.
x)

-SyLaRanGG-
BORED!

yoyos.
weanachu here~

boreded.
plus i won 2 games in a row,
den lost 3.
RWAR.

okayaeee.
cya'll later~
byebyeeee.

-SyLaRanGG-

hahas.
very hard lehhs.
still got who can join uhh..
:x

LOOL.

zpm~
Z owns.
P assist.
M cheerleader(?).
LOOOOOOOOL.
ahahahhahaha~

-SyLaRanGG-

huanying meow, ahpeow here XD

ehs zeow, faster find one vowel to fill in the blank D:

welcome nicoke!
*tweets*

-SyLaRanGG-

Eh yo yo yo yo yo yo . :D Meowmeowmeow here. (: Just bored, hoho.

heyy.
tmr hows?
o.O

11 at hgmrt?
hahas.

replyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

-SyLaRanGG-

aiyee, how can i like their tags. eeyer. D: today english sucked to the max!! D:

emo , emo , no more elmo D: piakpiak. tml i gng stage mehs?! how come idk?!!

O_O sure boh?! tomorrow is PSL , HC and CEC only lahs.. no SL :] SL one is next time. i think next month or something? :O

haiyosxz. super tiredddd. maybe gonna napppppppp. until tomorrowwww. okays bye,.

rawrs.
today,
saw beau and eugene,
tgt,
TWICE!
KNNBCCB TO THE MAX!>.<
hahs.

but i saw her smile.
(:
that's good enough for me.

heheheh.
tmr you gng stageeeeeee!
LOOOOOOOOOOL!
scarly you trip or sth liddat.
HEHEHEHEHEH!

hahs.
i miss her,
so badly.
)':

i'll do anything,
change everything just to even hear her,
telling me about her day.
no matter how late,
how boring,
i wont mind,
not at all.
):

-SyLaRanGG-
fall back into my life, please.

LOOL!

you damm gehmander luhrs!~
horny girl~

omfgszx how can a girl be horny X.X
LOL!

haha.
yay!
all along i kept thinking that you enjoyed theirs tags and stuff..
o.O

hehe.
weanachu still pwns gehmander~

-SyLaRanGG-

HAHA PRAWNBALL> so .. LOL.

yeah, chernwei. sad aint it D:
trying to get over him lahs :]
i wontemo de lahs. which part of me says emo, you tell me.

ihy & english&louis! you go read louis' stupid blog. that stupid horny quiz.
everytime my name come out horh .always got plus jingwei, guoqin, wilburn, kendrick and idk who else D:

wth!! louis sucks uh.. and i dont even like guoqin/wilburn D:
jingwei and kendrick is OKAY . read, OK.
hais. :/

hahs.
wont luhrs.
LOOL.

i hope that's what she's trying to do..
):

and yesh, he is no wait,
WERY annoying and prawnball!>.<
*prawnball = xialan*

ohhs.
chernwei yea?
cheerups!
you cannot emo!!
you emo i can go kewl myself lehrrs.
x(

OHHOHH!
tmr no nid maths alr~
I GOOD BOY!
i gng do later.
HEHEHAHEHAHAH.
and tmr got english~
WHOOOOOOOTS~

-SyLaRanGG-

zomfg.. your so pro at blogging huhs, one shot blog three times X:

okaysoakys.

dom? dom as in dominique ? sehh.. whatthehell mans.. i find him irritating, she dont mehs ?! D:
maybe, she just wanna spite you. so dont let it get to you D:

&&&!! are you saying she wasnt happy when she was with you? :O

&&&&&&. drinking's gonna give you a hangover tomorrow. then you'll regret D:

ehhehh, but if on sat i see you got bring your kaki all come, i straight away go home :O especially if its lau jing wei. LOL.

why dont you bring shawnlim, i bring correena & we do double date xD LOLOLOL. jkjk, no offense. like i wanna talk to her liddat. hahs.

not much to say :]
&ithinkistilllovehim;xandhe'snotjingwei.

haishais :]

whooo.
must rmb saturaday hors~

cannot last minute cannot x)
hehehehs.

my mahjong!!!!!!~

-SyLaRanGG-

now, i'm drinking my sorrows away~

cool ehs?
LOL.

somehow,
i bet it wont help till i'm drunk.
):

i want my carlsberg!!
>.<
so fast 6 cans fly away.
):

-SyLaRanGG-

she's gone off already..
as in, really off..):

she's talking to dom,
galv,
many more guys..
esp eugene (cos she likes him).
i've came to a conclusion yea?
i hate to admit it,
i dont want to say this abit her but..
she's becoming more and more flirtish ever since the 15th of jan.
):

i hate this,
but she's happy.
and i cant argue with her happiness.):

i cant seem to face the truth
i'm just a little too not over you..

-SyLaRanGG-

yepyep.. & your still emo D:

yknow you dont have to fake or force anything.
if you cant smile, dont smile. D:

ohwhateverrs, i got not enuf experience to comment on this.
happy new year too :]

she changed her blogskin~
and on her profile she put -
'i have my eyes set on eugene soh'.
she's happy,
so i should be too right?

but i keep having this feeling that she's still mine.
somehow,
i just cant let her go no matter how much i want to..
):

haiiss..
but i promised my self this--
as long as she's happy,
i'll fake a smile and force a skip as i walk.
cos i know i cant do anything but protect her now,
and only that eugene can make her smile appear..
):

replyyy!
ohh and happy new year!

-SyLaRanGG-

ummmmmmm. okay, what am i supposed to read?

its okay, i find it lame too. sick of it liao ._. bahs. this year i not gonna like/stead anyone lers. or try to lahs. focus on studies this year. hais. :/ dont think anybody out there wants me anyways :D so, whatever.

yep, you too :] dont think too much about it yeaaaaahs.
gehgeh.

replied~
hahs.

i dont know what she's thinking,
or how she's living now.

i miss her company,
her voice,
her jokes,
her smses,
her laughs,
her hug,
her everything.
):

but now,
i've realised everything was not deliberate,
but planned.
(read sylarangg.blogspot.com)

whoooos.
happy new year geh.(:
may you find that special someone during this year.
(i'm not really into the 'bull' twisting word text language kind-of crap mood.
and honestly,
its kinda lame doncha think?
:x
(no off!)

well,
rest early and well yea?
glg love~

-SyLaRanGG-
a new life.

weanee. sorry for late reply. recently also never touch my own blog. hahs.

see your super emo post, i also emo le lahs. cannot cannot. must happy abit.

actually orhs, you & her de things , i nth to say cos i donno anything. is up to you.

did u ask her if she likes him or did you just assume? O.o

replyplease.

& i think you have a lot of free time O.o nice blog.

RAWRRRRR.
you nvr reply post one!><

hahs..
anws,
i've decided to give up on her already. she likes eugene.
to the extend that she hates me.
)':

reply post?
pleaseeeeeeeeee.

-SyLaRanGG-
fell too deep.

e'yoo.
another private bloggie yea?

haiiss..):

why?
whywhywhy?..):

this time,
she's weally forgetting me,
weally.
but now,
i cant.
why?
)':

its been 6 long months.
she doesnt want me to smoke,
i've quitted.
she doesnt want me to pon class,
i've stopped.
she doesnt want me to join gang,
i didnt.

now,
she wants me to forget & hate her,
i cant.
i just cant.):

after reading her latest post,
i couldent help but just break down,
instantly.
maybe i've treated her too badly?
maybe i didnt give her enough love?
maybe i've yet alot of things to learn.
but why?

i've given her chances,
many, many chances.
how about me?
why at this point,
this crucial point,
does she abandon me just like that?

its obvious that eugene likes her.
as i read her post,
she keeps talking about him.
i force myself to stop scrolling down but as i did,
i saw this part,
specially for me.
its 5 lines.
and they directly shot me.
she doesnt want me in her life anymore.

i try not to think,
i try not to imagine,
but the god damm truth is,
i think that she,
beaunice quek ang hoon,
likes eugene.

*tears*

i want her back and i'm willing to change,
alot.
but i just cant read her mind.
i cant.

help me,
please.
)':

-SyLaRanGG-
fucked up relations.